Well, I've been on here actually checking the art in my notifications for a few days consecutively, so I suppose I'll just write because, well, a lot of reasons.
- I've been neglectful of this site. I've gotten a decent job, so I'm not wallowing at home in myself, by myself anymore. I've also finally gotten to move on from my old university to transfer to university in my home state. It's about 30 minutes away but that's not too bad really.
- For the past couple of years I was depressed because of things happening in school, stress, grades, band life, poeple. It was very hard for me to handle, and I just really needed to get myself together before I took on tasks. Even ones I greatly enjoy. My hobbies have taken a backseat of sorts to me getting back into reality. Being around my family, conversing with old friends, traveling (because of work tho lol, but who am I to complain). It's been going well since March.
- I've been seeing a new psychiatrist.I see him like every six weeks or so. He seems like a pretty well-minded guy, and he actually prescribed me medicine that works for me (btw I was officially diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder the beginning of this year. It's been pretty hard to grasp and accept really, but all I have to do is take the medicine and everything is good.) so now I have more control over my emotions, and brain, and everything that normal people are supposed to control.
- My art sucks to me. I've been doodling around here and there, but not really any serious drawing up until a few days ago. The last serious drawing I did was when I was in school, and that wasn't even for me, it was for class. Not that doing classwork is a bad thing!
In all, I guess it's just a lot of excuses that you guys probably don't even want to know XP. I am getting better however, so all those journals and things... yeah, hopefully that's a phase of my life that is over with now.
I got off early from work today so now I'm sitting in my living room (oh btw we also had a bad house fire in January too
But we have a brand new house! So blessing in disguise?) drawing on this tablet trying to see how I'm going to refine my style.
I feel better now that I've got;en that off my chest. Thanks for reading! <3